Heaven

A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to

Leave the examination room and said,

'Doctor, I am afraid to die.

Tell me what lies on the other side.'

Very quietly, the doctor said, 'I don't know.'

'You don't know? You, a Christian man,

Do not know what is on the other side?'


The doctor was holding the handle of the door;

On the other side came a sound of scratching and whining,

And as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room

And leaped on him with an eager show of gladness.

Turning to the patient, the doctor said,

'Did you notice my dog?

He's never been in this room before.

He didn't know what was inside.

He knew nothing except that his master was here,

And when the door opened, he sprang in without fear.

I know little of what is on the other side of death,

But I do know one thing...


I know my Master is there and that is enough..'

Sometimes, I have to forget what I want... and remember what I deserve.

"You can never find the right person if you can never let for of the wrong, but at the same time the moment you feel like letting go… your remember why you held on for so long. Sometimes, you just have to forget what you want… and remember what you deserve."

This quote explains my life perfectly right now. I held on to a relationship for almost six months after it was over. And now that I've finally given it to God and let go of it, i feel like im being bombarded with reasons for why i even held on so long in the first place. but, i cant keep being used. i cant keep letting him walk all over me. i have to be stronger than that. If he doesnt want to give us the chance to even talk about things, then he is not what i deserve. Sometimes, I have to forget what I want... and remember what I deserve.

Good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.

Continue to change my heart Oh God...