Sunday, February 5, 2012

Happy birthday, MawMaw!!

Too many times I've heard my friends talk about how they aren't close to their grandparents. They say they have nothing to talk about besides the weather and that the conversations are always awkward and short.



I am SO thankful that is not the case with my MawMaw!!! My MawMaw is the most amazing woman in my life. She is kind and always happy, gives great advice and always offers a listening ear when I need one. My MawMaw may be a tiny little woman, but she is a spunky little thing! Fun times are always to be had when she is around!!

When I was really little, I loved MawMaw time because it meant her yummy chocolate chip cookies. Im so thankful that my grandmother has become so much more to me than a chocolate chip cookie baker! ;)


When I was a teenager, she lived with us for awhile to help when my mom was sick, and she was such a rock for our family. She made sure things stayed as normal as possible. She talked with us about our moms condition and never hid things from us. She gave up her life to ensure that ours could stay as normal as possible.

After my mom passed away, she remained involved in our lives. She offered so much support, wether financially or emotionally. We got together monthly for dinners and those are such special memories!


Now that I've moved away, I rarely get to see her. But I LOVE calling her on the phone and catching up on life with her. I can tell her anything and she loves hearing it all! If I lived closer to her, I would see her all the time and I hope she knows that. However, I am so thankful that I have a MawMaw that I can call and talk to about more than the weather--- I can talk to her about anything and everything!!!

Today is my mawmaws birthday!! I hope you have an amazing birthday! I love you so so much and I wish I could be there to celebrate with you! You are an amazing woman and I'm so blessed to call you MY MawMaw!! Thank you for always being a constant in my life. You mean more to me than you know!!!






Saturday, January 28, 2012

You're going to miss this...

Lately, I've been really anxious to see what my future holds. I want my future to get here now. But then weekends like this happen, and I remember that I love everything about my life in this very moment.
babysitting my little Charlie bear...

"You're gonna miss this- you're gonna want this back. You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast. These are some good times- so take a good look around- you may not know it now- but you're gonna miss this."
Patio time at Ian's...

Ice skating for David's birthday...

Happy hour with special friends...

Bonfires in Dallas until 2 AM...

This time in my life is so unique. How many years do you get where you live life the way you want to? I know that one day I will treasure the Friday nights spent at home cuddled on the couch with my future husband and babies... But this life I'm living now is everything I want it to be... And often times more. There will be days that I will miss the carefree life of being a single woman in Dallas... so while God has me here, I'm going to live it up and love every second of it!

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Spoiled

"Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for."

There is such truth in that quote. Too many days I waste desiring things I don't have yet- a husband, children, a family. I want to know my future so badly that I get incredibly impatient.

I need a daily reminder to remember what I have now. Because there was a point in my life where I wanted a teaching job, my own classroom, so badly. And now I not only have that, but I have my dream job! I also wanted my own place- and I have that. When I first moved here, I longed for a group of friends, and I now have more friends here than I would ever really need. My heart's desires have been granted! And while I may have new desires for my future, it is so great to look back and realize that what my heart once desired, I now have.... so I know that one day, these desires will be filled as well!

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Life

HI! Remember me? Probably not. It's been about... forever... since I last updated. At least, I feel like it has been.

Time flies when you're having fun, they say! And me? I'm having a blast!!

I really can't complain about anything in my life right now. Job? Awesome. Friends? Amazing. Church? Incredible. Family? Fabulous.

Life is grand. I could bore you with the day to day facts, but not many people care to read those. Except maybe my grandparents. (Hey mawmaw and pawpaw!) So I won't bore you-- just know I've been working and having the time of my life with friends.

Also, I'm counting down the days to spring break. We are officially less than two months! WOO! :)

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Waiting

I want it. I want it all. I want to sit down and write a beautiful story. A beautiful love story that God has written for me. I read other people's, and I want that. I want to be able to look back at my life and know why things turned out the way they did- because they all led me to him. To the man that God has for me, the man that makes my story a little more complete.

But instead, I don't have that story. I read other people's stories. I long for my story to be like other people's stories. I try to write my own story. I do what I can to make it beautiful, but it always turns out blotched and ruined and messy. I think I know what it takes to make it beautiful, but instead I take it down the wrong twists and turns and before I know it... I'm back at the beginning of the story, and I lost that "prince" somewhere along the way. It's like I decide to start writing my story in chapter ten... and I don't care too much about the beginning chapters.

And then He reminds me... I'm not the author of this story. HE IS. God has my beautiful love story already written, and it's playing out right now. Maybe not in the way I want it to at the moment, but it's leading there. But I have to stop trying to take the pen from Him. He's got this under control. And I know that some day... maybe not a day any time soon... but someday, God will bring me that man. That man that pursues my heart over my body. That man who leads me to Christ in everything he does. That man who makes me laugh, lets me cry, and loves me for who I am. Who loves me as He already loves me. And whenever that love story plays out... well, I can't wait to share it with you all.

Until then, I'm re-learning how to be patient-- and not push things. To wait. To be content. And to keep living this life that God has given me right now. Because the life I'm living right now is amazing in every.single.way. And I HAVE to quit desiring more. Because I don't want this season of my life to pass me by... it really is a beautiful season to be in.

"No matter how many coins you toss into the fountain, or how many fingers you cross, if it's not meant to be, then it won't happen."

Monday, January 9, 2012

Will we have 14 this time tomorrow?!

It's here it's here it's here!! GAME DAY!! I am soooo excited!! ((AND NERVOUS!!))

I so wish I was in New Orleans!! I was at the game two years ago against Texas and it was AMAZING!!! Being in Dallas will have to do this time. We are throwing a party tonight with our friends to watch it!!

I am also decked out in my bama gear at work today! My co-workers think I'm crazy, but let's face it... I AM.

ROLL TIDE!
RAMMER JAMMER!
SO EXCITED!!!

Come on, #14!!!!!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Legacy


Thursday we are launching our first PBL at work for 2012. I am so excited about this project!

Our students will be reading the novel, "Among the Hidden". In this novel, Luke and Jen are third children in a society where third children are not allowed. They are forced to hide and basically cannot live their life. Jen decides that she does not want to be oppressed like this, so she gets all of the third children together and plans a rally to try and change the policy. Luke chickens out and does not go to the rally. Jen and the other third children are all killed at the rally trying to change the policy, and Luke is left with the job of picking up where Jen left off. He decides to dedicate his life to seeing that policy be changed.

Our students will read this novel and then compare it to the oppression that the southern states felt before the Civil War. This is what they are studying in their history class, so it should tie in pretty well. They will look at what state's rights were being violated and what the southern states did to change those polices. (They seceded and formed the Confederacy.)

Along the way, students will read short articles about real people in present day who have fought to have policies changed. The reading teks for the 6 weeks are creating persuasive arguements. Therefore, the students will then pick a topic that they feel oppresses them and they will create a persuasive argument that could lead to a new policy to change it.

In order to launch a project, we have to have a hook, which is something that will catch our student's attention and make them interested in the project. Rachel and I have been brainstorming on what our hook could be for weeks today, and it finally came to me today.

MOLLY.

Molly was a friend of mine that drowned in the summer of 2003 when we were all on family vacation. Since then, Molly's family has fought for lifeguards and medical equipment to be available on Florida beaches. They have tried numerous times to get Florida to listen to their argument, but it has been to no avail. Finally, in 2010, Alabama started listening. They shared their argument, and in the end, a new policy was put forward-- Molly's Patrol. Lifeguards on the beach in Orange Beach, Alabama. They saved numerous lives last summer and will hopefully continue to do so in the future. We decided this was a perfect example to share with the students.

Therefore, I have been gathering materials for the hook tonight. Articles online about Molly and Molly's Patrol, pictures, letters from her parents, etc. It has got me remembering my sweet, sweet friend tonight. I am so thankful for the chance for her story to be shared with 300 students this week. The memories of Molly's friendship have brought tears to my eyes and an ache to my heart, but have also renewed my hope in eternity! You were a beautiful, amazing, caring friend, Molly... this world hasn't been the same since you left! You will always, always be missed. And your life legacy will continue living through all of us--- We will share your story and fight for policies in your name until we cant anymore. I am so blessed to have been able to call you "friend".
I love this picture. This was taken on our first day of the trip. I love that Molly is front and center. We decided we wanted to take this picture, and she was in the bedroom doing something. Right before the picture was taken, she ran out giggling and laughing and dived onto the floor in front of us. She threw her arms out and said "I MADE IT!". I love that we are all holding on to her in this picture and she is holding on to us. It really shows her personality perfectly.... center of the action, loved by all, and loving all.